[Wildcatk23]

lol, oh yeah, I act like I can whip anyone over an internet board.

And stop with the check day ****, come on, not everyone around here is on a "check" or whatever we call it these days.

You actually didn't say that I shouldn't believe in God, you said "God and faith are wishful thinking", and "god is nothing more then a childhood belief that has been clung to". Just a little harsh, don't you think?

As Mr. Kimball told me, you're in over your head kid.

No one is going to take you seriously until you square your spelling and grammar away.

The check day was for Kimball....

And the phrase I put is in a book I’m reading. You know I attended Church for 13 years. Never missed a day of it. Then my uncle dies in a car crush hit by a drunk driver. Why? Why not the drunk driver? Why Anyone? How is it that there is so many crack heads and drug dealers but innocent god loving and believers die every day? Yes they go to a better place the bible says. But what about that mans daughter who was 4 years old left without a daddy and someone to provide for her?? How is it God, Great and Powerful as he is "allows" such evil to exist and such good people to be taken away from their families.

How is it god could allow the government to become a corrupt as it has. I hear everyday how Obama and the Government is ruining the world. Sending men to war to die out of the greed of men. Weather you agree with my political views or not you can agree its corrupt. What happens to other faiths? These children were never taught the word of Jesus, Should they be ****ed to ****?

You know I wish I could look in the sky at night and have that sign of relief that when I die I have something better waiting. I would like to get that feeling that I could fly when the preacher is raising his voice preaching god’s word. I’m happy for you guys. I have read the Bible twice. It's the most incredible and confusing book I have ever read. I believed it once. I'm lost now. Do I preach the word that he is not real? No. But I’m not going to lie and say I’m a Christian either. Only god can judge me. You can put a tag on me whether or not I’m a believer or not. At the end of the day only I and God will know.