[crazytaxidriver]

Ok I now think I know who Cali is. I'm sure she already knows who I am considering I don't keep my identity a secret. LOL

Well most of you have already read my life story with the girl I am/was with. Here recently she broke it off with me. She said I was mean to her. Go figure. But anyways, it's like something has been taken away from me. When I was with her, everything just seemed perfect. We had our disagreements, and believe me there were plenty of them. But when push comes to shove, I just can't be without her. We broke up last Monday before the regional tournament games. I have tried to let this go and not think about it, but it's not working. We have dated for 4 solid months, but have dated off and on for 4 years now. Kinda like CTD said, everything is fine until you get that phone call from them, then it just suckers you in. But I'd rather be with her than anyone I can think of. And also like CTD, I become anti-social to my friends, and family because I am stuck up her ass so far that I can hear what she's thinking. But I do love her, and I do want to be with her. She told me last night that she misses me so bad and that there is no way she could go on without me. I guess when you let them go and they come back then you know it's meant to be.

It sux but at the same time its the greatest feeling in the world. I know exactly how you feel there BCF4L